Thursday, August 25, 2011

Transfer your Worry List to your Prayer List!

Okay what a day I had on Tuesday 8/23/11...It all started while being at my med cart preparing meds for a patient when two nurses at the nurses station within two feet from me started talking. Okay I know this is common, this is what people do right? Right! It just so happens though the conversation was about young women dying of breast cancer...hummmm. The stories continue each with an ending of death..This must be some sort of cruel joke, it's no way this is happening I thought. I wanted to scream at the top of my lungs letting them know HEY I HAVE BREAST CANCER BUT GUESS WHAT I'M GOING TO LIVE!!!! The internal part of me spoke, so I quickly felt relieved and went in my patient's room, and thought to myself well God that must had to happen for material for my book:) I was all smiles from that point on.

Let's back track a little I was told on Monday that my insurance won't cover my genetic testing which determines what type of surgery i'm due to have in a matter of a week, and by the way it won't cover your surgery either unless you pay 5,000 first. Oh my, my, my...I began to think of all the things I could do, so I called my insurance carrier. Hello how are you? Just want to know if it's possible to upgrade my plan? I'm sorry but you can't you have what we call a pre-existing condition. Okay next! I call another insurance carrier that insures those with pre-existing conditions, but as I reviewed the policies I find that the monthly rate is close to the cost of my mortgage payments. Oh wow.....Certainly I must do something so I don't care, I just have to pay it right? Wrong, God says I know of your needs before you, so you better believe he had my back up plan already in place little did I know.
So moving forward again, I sat in my car enjoying my lunch when all of a sudden my car rocked back and forth. I was convinced someone was hiding behind my trunk rocking me, certainly the wind was not that forceful on this cool 85 degrees day. While returning back at the nurses station I learned we experienced an earthquake. What!!! In the city of Philadelphia!!! Later that evening I began to read my word and this is what it read: Psalms 18:6
In my distress I called upon the Lord, and cried unto my God:he heard my voice out of his temple, and my cry came before him, even unto his ears. Then the EARTH SHOOK and TREMBLED; the foundations also of the hills MOVED and were SHAKEN.

I don't have to spell it out for you, only simply tell you God serves as a reminder I don't care who tells you NO! Or what doors is slammed in your face! If God says BE...IT IS! My God cause the earth to shake to let me know there is nothing he can't do...Just to let you know I got a call that same day from the Hospital letting me know to come in the next morning to fill out paperwork for what they call back up coverage..What!!! I don't have to spell it out for you, or do I? GOD IS SO I AM!!!! I AM PINK WITH A PURPOSE...BE BLESSED MY PEOPLE:) :) KEEP SMILING!


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